I'm bored.

I'm bored in every cell in my body. Bored with this place,this routine, this way of living. I want more. It sounds greedy, because I know full well I have it better than many, but I can't help this cry for change in my heart. I feel unsuccessful? That doesn't even seem like the correct word. Unfulfilled? Not quite right either. Jaded. That word rings in me a specific note. I feel impatient with my life, I do the same thing each day, I go to school, come home, watch some tv, mess around on the computer and go to bed. Yet I don't know why I do it, I don't even have a reason except that I don't know what else to do. What do I really want out of life? Who is Dani? I want a chance to figure that out and I feel so frustrated that I can't. I want to find a quiet place to clear my soul, not just my head, to be in tune with myself and just...breathe. To for one moment feel satisfied. But then, satisfaction only comes with a solution...and mine is still so unclear.